wtf
dad freakin dropped my baby on the floor. @”!&!!$(?
life is..
mah baybeee.
canon eos rebel t1i. LOVE<3
seeyou.
pd three, five, seven, nine.
seventeen.
plus one. out of the game,.
the queen mother; queen elizabeth II
♥♥
duke of edinburgh; prince phillip
forgive, forget.
promised myself never to think about you ever again; to forget about you completely. then i walk in to watch hannah’s concert and sit down, and there you are, sitting next to my mom, looking straight forward. don’t know if you saw me or not. in my mind secretly, wishing you did. better yet, even remembered me. as the girl who used to like you two, three years ago. who was late to her class just so she can get on the same elevator. to see you even for a second. then you just disappearing, leaving me to think about you every time. why did you have to be there? no, why did i have to go there? after i walked out of that room during the intermission, half thinking about the drink i spilled in my bag, but mostly about you, all i could think about was whether to go back in and stay for the whole concert, not to watch it, but just to be in the same room with you. you changed quite alot. yeah, you did change. since that day when i used to hang out with dom and saw the pipe, to when i realized you went to jms. then back at the carnegie hall concert. why do i keep on running into you when im almost done forgetting about you? it really hurts, i hope you realize that. i know we didn’t have any kind of connection, although i wish we did., and the whole time i was out at the park with my sister, all i could think about was to get back as soon as the concert ends, just to see you face for the last time, before promising myself again to forget about you. can i really promise myself this time to completely give up my feelings for you and forget about you? and tell me one more thing. the picture?….
april29/2011
-5am/no sleep -royal wedding// prince william/kate middleton -jprom -media center// passing behind -alex benito. boyfriend -work dd// locked out -white shirt/jeans -church// wedding anniversary -regrets,.
light up the sky, to show me
that you are with me.
one day.
i will fly, high and free.
tuesday.,
sitting by myself at the lunch table..
